He stood there wrapped in helium deep

His hidden black blue eyes smiling out

inside there was ennui

you could see the way each pierced each others

eyes masking something

doubt

beyond them

one

young

nervous

the old eyes see the dark wanting to pull him apart

which he did

was there was no way out

no

the mind controls everything

just glances of that helium man

and then it’s the downward spiral

from that staircase into the

pit of hell and the self

uncontrolled

there was no way out except the

end

and the return to dark

to blackness and the

scream and then

nothing and there is never nothing

there is always something

something

left

something

incomprehensible a

chasm

that is filled with your energy

that clings to this

planet

you are never gone

never an

END